My skin

Arrrghh i hate my skin. I have moderate acne, which i've had for like 1 1/2 years. I finally have an appointment with a dermatologist, but its not until christmas eve! Hopefully there will be a cancelation and we can slot in. I'm so desperate! I hate my skin so much! I actually stole a wash from my friends house in london. its a panoxyl 10 wash, its meant to really work. Its kind of dried out my skin and made it a bit itchy though, but i'd rather that than spots. You only use it once a day, and i used it twice because i didn't read the directions. If it works i'll get my mum to actually buy some more, but we'll just have to wait and see! I'm also going to try and drink much more water, because i drink hardly any. Two litres a day. Its supposed to do wonders for the skin, flush out all those toxins. Its good for cellulite aswell, apparantly. And weight loss. Anyway... i really want my skin to clear before i next go and see my friends. Because it was seriously disgusting when i was there this time. But i didn't care, i was just thinking about next time. It will clear up! It just has to!